photo credit: JR Geoffrion(original image altered)
For a while I felt bad about it. I am so blissfully happy, and yet, I do nothing to deserve it. And, there are so many people around me that deserve happiness more than I do, and yet they struggle...with really serious stuff. When I catch myself getting angry or frustrated, I just have to remind myself how relatively perfect my life is. If you know me very well, you know what I mean when I say I wonder if it is because He knows that I can't handle the serious stuff. But should that, my weakness, be rewarded with bliss? Maybe, the hard times are coming and I should enjoy what I have while I have it. Either way, I am grateful for everything I have. I think the spirit of Thanksgiving hit me late. I'm grateful...for everything. I'm the luckiest girl in the world, mostly because I am married to Mark. He's amazing. I knew I loved him when we got married, but I never knew how indescribably happy he would make me. Best decision I ever made...or will.
